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It's been a very long time since I last blogged. A long time and several med changes.

I miss Abilify and how it stopped the depression without increasing the mania. Sadly, I ended up with tardive dyskinesia, tremors that can become permanent if I remained on the meds.

Lamictal, prozaac and welbutrin are not doing enough for the depression and I have short, mild bouts of mania breaking through every few months or so.

I'm so tired of being depressed. Everyday.

If there's such a thing as passive-aggressive suicidal tendencies, that would be what I contend with regularly. It's not that I would out and out harm myself, but I sure would like something to put me out of my misery, completely. As a bright side, this thinking has put my mild germaphobia down to a low roar. I realized that it's rather ridiculous to have a death wish and worry about being contaminated. It hasn't totally killed the fear, but it's been fading pretty well.

Jennycakes Creations: November 2007

Jennycakes Creations: November 2007

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Biologic Clocks and Treatment

Biologic Clocks and Treatment

Now if I could just find a closet that is comfortable to sleep in...

Brain protein may be linked to depression - Mental Health - MSNBC.com

Fascinating and hope-invoking information:

Brain protein may be linked to depression - Mental Health - MSNBC.com

New Scientist Breaking News - Obsessive-compulsive disorder linked to piety

I formulated a similar theory prior to finding the following article:

New Scientist Breaking News - Obsessive-compulsive disorder linked to piety

What to do if someone is feeling suicidal:

"You may be able to help someone who is considering suicide:

Talk openly and matter-of-factly about suicide. Be direct. ("Are you thinking about killing yourself?")
Be nonjudgmental.
Be willing to listen and allow expressions of feelings.
Be available. Show interest and support. Become involved.
Seek support. Don't be sworn to secrecy.
Don't dare the person to do it.
Don't act shocked. This will put distance between you.
Offer hope that alternatives are available but do not offer glib reassurance.
Take action and try to remove items that could be used for suicide."

Depression Facts, Symptoms, Treatment

From the following link; Depression Facts, Symptoms, Treatment, I wish to emphasize this:

"How do I help my friend or family member who is depressed?

...Keep reassuring the person that, with time and help, he or she will feel better.

The second most important thing is to offer emotional support. This involves understanding, patience, affection, and encouragement. Engage the person in conversation and listen carefully. Resist the urge to function as a therapist or try to come up with answers to the person’s concerns. Often times we just want someone to listen. Do not put down feelings expressed, but point out realities and offer hope. Invite the depressed person for walks, outings, to the movies, and other activities. Be gently insistent if your first invitation is refused.
Do not ignore remarks about suicide. Report them to the person's therapist*(see note). Never promise confidentiality if you believe someone is close to suicide... Make sure the person discusses these feelings with his or her doctor. "

*My own note: At the very least, be certain to tell the person's parents/guardians.

Red Flags: Symptoms of Bipolar Disorder in Children

Post Update�The Genetics Of Bipolar Disorder - Dr. John Nurnberger discusses the bipolar disorder in young people Saturday Evening Post - Find Articles

Post Update�The Genetics Of Bipolar Disorder - Dr. John Nurnberger discusses the bipolar disorder in young people Saturday Evening Post - Find Articles

NAMI | Facts About Childhood-Onset Bipolar Disorder

Important information for those contending with bipolar disorder in children.

NAMI Facts About Childhood-Onset Bipolar Disorder

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