Overwhelmed

It doesn't take much for me to become overwhelmed, especially when my depression is severe as it was last night and has been for the last few days.

What I need is help. I made it clear I need help with getting ready for the holidays. I got a promise of help.

What I do NOT need is to have promises made then not followed through on. This only adds to my depression. I only become more despondent. I feel like no one cares and if no one else cares, then why should I?

I know you worked all day then came home and straightened the kitchen. For that, I thank you. But if you were too tired to do more then you should have said so. If you thought you had more time to do what you promised, then you should have been keeping aware of the time.

Now, I'm even more overwhelmed. I now have a living room to straighten, a sink to finish emptying, food to prepare, cookies to bake, latkes to fry, laundry to do, and more. I have no interest in doing any of this, no drive, no motivation. I'm tired, mentally as well as physically.